...Sillyy!!...why la im so sensitive today..!! haizzz...cari hal saja..teda problems mau juga kasih ada..!! bidaa ooo...! this is haunted me since last nite..! if only i can ask him kan bagus...arggghhhh!!..hate this !! Go AWAY feels...
...mostly people says LOVE is pain...!! its true..the more we love someone the more we feel the pain..i always fail to handle my jealousy..! why should i have this!!! im tired...really tired..sorry hubby...i just cant handle this jealousy...i surrendered with this feels...i love you so much thats why i act like this..! sometimes i just cant accept your jokes..even you says it was just fun but for me its something that hurting me most...last night talk disturbing me...i try to act like nothing happen and keep telling myself thats it was just a jokes but still i feel the pain..sorry..really sorry..i just cant handle my feelings now...
..i want you to be my valentine..no one else..
...i know in relationship theres a bitter and sweet..but if i can change it to be just sweet i think im the only one person who is smiling every second..i just need honesty and remove lies on there...if can i want this is the last pain i want in my life...im improving myself..i have to..becoz i hate myself now..im going to change it..!!!
..i do this becoz in the end of my life i want you the only one who i shared my life..my happiness..my sadness..my emptiness..my jealousy...only you...i love you so much..! 
..Wake up early today even i sleep late last nite....and im alone at home this day..ermm..BORED!!..wish to meet Him..lambat nya masa berjalan..have to wait 2 weeks more..
..Our First picture after declaring the status..my favourite picture ever..
...i made a lot of funny picture like this just for us..hahaha..! wasnt that cute??..Please make of our relationship a great and holy adventure.
May our joining be a sacred space.
May the two of us find rest here, a haven for our souls.
Remove from us any temptation to judge one another or to direct one another.
We surrender to You our conflicts and our burdens.
We know You are our Answer and our rock.
Help us to not forget.
Bring us together in heart and mind as well as body.
Remove from us the temptation to criticize or be cruel.
May we not be tempted by fantasies and projections, but guide us in the ways of holiness.
Save us from darkness.
May this relationship be a burst of light.
May it be a fount of love and wisdom for us, for our family, for our community, for our world.
May this bond be a channel for Your love and healing, a vehicle of Your grace and power.
As lessons come and challenges grow, let us not be tempted to forsake each other.
Let us always remember that in each other we have the most beautiful woman, the most beautiful man, the strongest one, the sacred one in whose arms we are repaired.
May we remain young in this relationship.
May we grow wise in this relationship.
Bring us what You desire for us, and show us how You would have us be.
Thank you, dear God, You who are the cement between us.
Thank You for this love.
Amen.
...emm..come back here again becoz i still have something in my mind..bothering me all days..and of coz its all becoz of LOVE..honestly, is still dunno how is the real feel of IN LOVE..i guess i always failed to be the good GF to someone..haizzz!! silly rite?..hahahha! whatever...
