Saturday, May 7, 2011

..HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MAMA!!..

Besok ari ibu!!... Yeah!!

semalam tetiba teringat pasal mama i... tetau kenapa sebak jak hati.. sedih..!

" God, im a bad daughter!!"

first ayat yang terkeluar dari konti suara i.. dan terus terang i nangis dalam gelap..tetau la kazen i sedar ke tak..tak kisah la.. dah la malam semalam i memang EMO gila.. gaduh dengan

En. Ronald lagi... huh!! sakit hati sangat2!! Sorry Dear, my Bad!!


Mungkin perubahan hormon ( Datang bulan punya pasal) yang buat i rasa nak marah jak dalam seminggu ni..semua benda tak kena langsung dengan mood i...kalau boleh setiap minit i nak marah orang... kasihan mereka yang ada di sisi i masa tu.. tak pasal2 kena marah free2..

Sori Adik2 ku.. i tak sengaja..


Besok Hari Ibu! ~ Hati Berdebar2.. tetau kenapa.. walaupun i ni bukan la jenis yang rapat dengan mama i.. jarang sekali bercerita.. kekadang just bertanya kabar yang biasa2 jak.. kekadang cemburu tengok sesetengah kawan yang boleh buat mama derang macam kawan.. tapi i?? tetau la.. mungkin dah terbiasa dari kecil.. i suka buat hal sendiri... lagipun mama tegas sangat tem kitaorang kecil2..nak manja2 pun susah..thats why kenapa sekarang i lebih suka berdiam diri... tapi itu tidak bermakna yang i tak pernah kisah pasal dia... She is number one in my heart..cuma mungkin cara i berbeza.. Orang akan kata i ni x rapat dengan mama i..tapi terus terang hati i memang rapat dengan dia... i sayang dia sangat2..


She is beautiful & Stronger!!.. no one can beat her! i adore her! how she manage to make us alive alone!! she was only 34 yrs old when dady left us.. and she have to raise 5 of us.. our life was really terrible that time.. but still we survive till now.. ! Thank MUM!! i appreciate everything you ever do to us! ~ Im so sorry for being a bad daughter!! Forgive me!!


Nanti petang nak balik kampung..nak celebrate HARI IBU dengan family member.. tak sabar..!

So, You all da plan ke nak buat apa ngan mama masing2 esok??.. Hee..

Jan lupa wish dia ye..!!


Last but not least!! ~ ' HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ' to all my family members especially to my beloved MAMA, My cute Odu sarabun.. My Sister or Mummy Si Jayden.. My Friends.. My Bf's Mother & Sisters.. My schoolmate who already become MUMMY and not forget all the BLOGGERS!! ~ God Bless You All!!! We Love you all MAMA!!



p/s: Today cannot dating with Him!! wait for me Tommorow Hubby! Starting missing you already! So sorry for last nite..! Love You!!


..WHATEVER GIRL!!..

im on FB just now..and i recognise something!! Did she block me again???..WHY??


but when i check my BF fb she is still there??..weird?? angry with me??..why?? WHATEVER!!


I DONT CARE!!!! you maybe got another reason but im not going to be that nice again! there's no more NEXT girl!!.. Do what you want!!



huh! She distrub my mood today..! if you think that is the best then do it!!...btw, im not that close to you...so your right if you wanna do that..but why only me? Do i make you angry? Tell me..Blocking someone without reason is a coward action when at the same time we know each other!..



( i dunno why i get angry knowing her might blocking me..maybe this is the 2nd time.. so NEXT i have to says sorry coz i have to remove you from my friendlist..)










P/s: i just check my FB and she is there already! should i gave her another one chance!? ~ Luckily im not that mean! i'll Give him another chance!