i don't miss him anymore...thats what i feel rite now...there's something blocking all my feel before...
im happy...but at the same time i worried that i will hating him...
everything seems wanna left me but i dont feel like to stop it...
i feel good..like nothing ever happen between us...
like i never ever know him...
i dont feel jelouse..angry..sad..or hate...all i know is my feeling going smooth n easy to handle right now..they gone!!
im trying to find it again but all i feel is NOTHING!..
is that mean im moving On??
is that mean im not frust anymore?
ermmmm!!!..but why still i feel really empty?..
[ u the one who suffer me more than i ever thought..u left me alone...u make me cry a lot than i ever wonder...u laugh bt im sad..crying for what happen..sometimes i dunno why i still love you even last time you ever hurt me...why i been frustrated for almost 7 months becoz of you...silly me!!!...sometimes i wanna end everything that connect me to you but still i think abt our friendship...sorry to say that i dont miss you anymore..i dont love you anymore...i already forgot everything we ever do...i dont want to be pretender anymore...i just wanna live my life without you in my mind...i was tired holding it anymore..i just wanna let my mind rest and giving my ownself another chance to love someone else even im really sure that im HEARTLESS for man!!..i know time will help me to open it back as long as im letting you go from HERE..so im hoping that you'll find your own happiness and meeting ur future LIFE!!..still i cant stop myself praying for ur happiness...GBU!!..]
