Give Up?

have you ever feel wanna give up on something you really care?? i want!! really tired taking care of my own heart. Tired wif works and nobody i can talk to. i miss being single. Nothing to care. Nothing stressing me. i can do anything i want. Go everywhere i wanna go. Sometimes i wanna talk to him, wanna says i want to give up on him. Goshhh!! am i bad??? tell me.. i cant stand wif this life.. its seem that im the only one who is struggle to make it true.. Huh!! im BORED & TIRED with my LIFE.