i will not ask for anything...
just a SORRY frm him...
aftr that i will not ask him again...
saying the words in front of me...
thats the only 1 thing i need from him...
i dun want SORRY frm his sms...
i want to hear it all by myself...
so many things i cannot accept till now..
i only waiting for this...
i want you to sa I'M SORRY!!...
u never ever gave me a chance to give a word..
u do it by yourself..SELFISH!..
i hate myself when i cant accept everything you ever do to me...
even hw i love u but still i cant ignore that i hate u too...
HATE you for what u have done to me...
HATE you for not giving me a chance..
HATE you for judging me when u never try to understand me...
HATE you for still missing HER when im with you..
i feel like u just wanna have fun with me...
sometimes i thinking whether your feelings towards me is sincere or u just need someone to fulfill your lonely time...
im sorry to say that i really HATE the girl!!!...[ begitu lama sa mengalah dengan dia tp still she is the one who makes you happy...even i know u try but for me u never try to forget her..]
im wasting my time..loving you for so long..but still i can have you...
sometimes i feel it's not fair...really not fair...you treat me like a doll...
when you need you just take..but when you didnt you just left it...
i feel like USELESS!!...like what i have done before is nothing!...
like only me the 1 who put so much hope in this relationship...
why??why??why??...pls tell me...
i want to left all this behind me but its not as easy as you think!..its not as easy as you ever do..
you just sms me and left me alone with all this..!!
and u know what i HATE you whenever i remember all your words..!
but, it's ok...i will left it behind me even it's so hard...
[Sorry...banyak pandangan saya tentang kamu yg sdh berubah...i know im not a good girl but im not a bad girl too like what you think b4 this..]
i cannot promise not to love u coz u're the first 1 i fall for...im waiting for u 4 so long...i surrender with HER..only god know my feeling that time...but i will not hoping for you again...
i'll keep this love by myself...i was really tired...i want to rest from all this...
[ Please forgive me for having this feeling towards you..this MISS, LOVE and HATE feels...only this will help me not to forget everything happen to us..]
i LOVE u....
i MISS u...
but i HATE u tooo...im so SORRY!...
