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~ I MISS U ~

" Where YOU used to be..there is a hole in the world.. which i find myself constantly walking around in the Day time and falling in at Night.. I MISS YOU like HELL.."

3 days Not talking..

3 days No SMS..

3 days No Jokes..

im dying like its happen for a month...

( am i too much??..mybe you'll say im MANJA..but its hurt me more)

i dont want to be like this..im trying too act like everything is under control..but from all that i just feel EMPTY!!! its seem that everything i do is WRONG!!..

i try to be patient..waiting..and be cool..but this always ended with TEARS..

Morning come but i cry..Night come and i cry again..

seems like my world stop there..!

Huh! SABAR! SABAR!SABAR!

the only thing i can do now..

Hopefully Tommorow can talk to Him..

cross finger!! ^_^

p/s: Hubby Missing you like there's no tommorow..:((

~ S.T.R.E.S.S.~

arrrrgghhhh!!!!!...shet!!! stresss a lot!!!..bodoh!! Wednesday Suck!!..in not in mood! Whatever!! i just feel wanna go out from this situation!!.. benciii!!... everything seems makes me STRESS! wait till the end of April.. and i'll let this decision out.. cant stand! BORED!! HATE!! STRESS!! budu punya managenment! BOSS dia lagi palui! i need another JOBS!! i need new environment!!.. not happy with this company!!..tekanan jak yg sa dapat!..

p/s: im missing Him!!..:(( sakit ati bila tia kana layan..i need someone to tell my feels..but mybe he is busy..huh! RELAKSS!! i cant do anything!!

[ MISSING HIM + STRESS AT WORK = SAKIT KEPALA / MIGRAIN ]

*** Deactive FB for a while...i just need some reason to help me let all this blues feels out..i cant stand...the more im there (FB) the more i feel stress.. ****

~i handle MINE~

boring dengan sesetengah orang..

atau ada kah saya yg memboringkan...??

tak kisah lar..yang pasti saya bengang layan perangai kamu..

saya boring layan kamu yang asyik menyatakan:-

" Ya, saya memang baik.."

" Saya takut buat itu sebab ia satu DOSA.."

" Saya selalu pigi gereja..saya takut kalau sekali pun escape.."

alim sangat meh??..no need la to tell everyone that you go to church every week..

kalau hari2 sembayang pun tapi perangai masih juga tak berubah buat apa kan?

You have to watch yourself first so after that you can teach others to be good..

you dont have to tell everyone the same thing everyday especially me..

u know why?? becoz im sick with it...let me handle my life by my own..

im not good..i admit it..i do alot of sins..and the matters is only between me and God..

i know you've thinking the good for me..but i just dont like YOU!!..

show me that you are too good so i can accept everything you says..

going to church everyweek does'nt mean you are HOLY..

when everything you do everyday is still like someone who doesnt go...

please just live your own life..

no need to busy body with mine..

i'll handle my life with my own way..

~ Sori to others..i'll refering this to someone..but kalau ada yang terasa pa bole buat lar..siapa makan lada dia terasa pedas nya bah kan ~ So Cheers Guys!!..

p/s : Suddenly missing him!! No chat, No SMS, No Call...my life turn to EMPTY!!..wish that i was there..beside him..EVERYDAY!..can i have that time??..its SCARING! thinking future really makes my life full with SURPRISE! either good or bad i have to accept it! No excuse..how i wish times flies so fast so that im not in this ZONE for such a long days!!..wishing the BEST for US!..

Shut Up??

im thinking not to ask too much..

means i just wanna try to SHUT UP sometimes..

coz the more i ask the more it become complicated

i just wanna give some space to us..

dunno why but this fews day i easily sensitif with this small matter..

or mybe its because i miss the old days...

how i wish time flies back to that day..

p/s: i miss my FIRST DAY!!..

..i keep a SECRET!!..

i know what mean SECRET since a kid..
i try my best to keep it...
sometimes i do..
sometimes i broke..
im not a good keeper at all..
i'll keep it as long as i can..
but when its start to haunting me all i can says is "IM SORRY, i told them the secret"..

i keep my SECRET..
as long as i want..but overall i still keep all my SECRET till now..
havent told everyone and its will remain as my only SECRET!..


P/S: Hubby..you'll be the biggest SECRET that i wanna keep..i wont share it to anyone..
and someday when THE DAY come i want everyone know my 'SECRET'..