Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Kenapa AKU cinta KAMU??

~"It is not the amount of time you spend with someone that makes life better it is the someone that you spend the time with that makes life better!" ~


" Kenapa AKU cinta KAMU???... kamu pasti ada jawapan yang tersendiri kan??..
walau orang lain berkata " DIA bukan untuk MU" namun kamu tetap kata " DIA adalah untuk KU". Noktah!!

kekadang soalan ni berlegar2 kat kepala hotak i..Why??.. satu soalan yang senang tapi susah nak explain..Hanya You and Dia jak yang tahu..kamu mesti ada sebab kenapa lahirkan rasa CINTA itu dalam diri...samada ikhlas atau saja jak nak have fun itu semua ada dalam hati..TANYA HATI!!..So, Fren..tanya hati sendiri " KENAPA DIA??" Gaduh itu perlu tapi jangan simpan lama2.. itu boleh buat kita TAWAR hati ... Jangan biar EGO jadi 'BOSS' hati kita..kerana ia akan buat kita menyesal suatu hari nanti..

MUNGKIN i tak patut nak ambik kisah pasal relationship orang lain...tapi kan bagi i CERITA orang lain itu salah satu 'SUBJEK' i dalam kehidupan...Hurmm...Sometimes i rasa orang yang cepat sangat JATUH CINTA itu bukan jatuh cinta... walaupun i heard so many stories yang cakap FALLING IN LOVE at the 1st SIGHT tu CINTA SEJATI!..is that true??.. or it's was just a words..ermm... dunno! Blurr...Leave it!..

i live with so many friends yang still i anggap just a friend..yang datang dan pergi.. Not the one yang STAY!.. Their LOVE STORY is different so do Mine...ada masa KAMI serupa..
For me LOVE is when you try to understand your partners.. learn about HIM/HER.. the bad.. the Good... Honestly, my relationship not that good...sometimes we argue over something silly... simple matters became Big matters... U feel angry.. U crying.. Feeling want to Give Up!.. kalau boleh Break up!.. Kalau teda persefahaman memang we're NOT In - Relationship sdh today.. But, Thanks God We already in love for 9 month 1 day... im really blessed! through the hard days we still manage to keep this relationship till today... Understanding itu penting.. what we do now is trying the best to keep it..

9 month?? a long way... i pun tak sangka akan sampai ke angka ini.. Pernah tak korang rasa bosan dan ingin tarik diri??... i pernah ada rasa itu.. Terus terang i cakap time itu memang sakit sangat... tapi sayang i pada dia lagi kuat... walau macam mana pun paksa still Dia dalam hati i.. Susah kan kalau dah Jatuh cinta... DANGER!!!. Hahahahah!

Kalau korang tanya I " Kenapa AWAK cinta DIA" i akan jawab " He makes my day! I smile..i laugh.. i cry... i angry.. He is the One who makes me feel all that ".. mau gaduh lama2 tak boleh coz kalau kitaorang Gaduh mesti pada ari tu juga selesai.. tak boleh tangguh2..haa..!

Hubby,
Dont ask me WHY i love you...
Coz i cant tell its by words...
Enough for me if you knew it...
Sorry if i cant be the One you really need...
Sorry If theres a day in 9 month in relationship that i really makes you mad..
i didnt mean it..
Love you so Much.. Day by day!!..


p/s : I makin risau The Plan tertangguh... Huh! God give me more strength to face all that problems!! Bless Us and this relationship!





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