Monday, February 7, 2011

...HATI kenapa sedih sangat nie??...


Nangis.
Hati sayu sangat awal pagi nie...
tadi kat FB aku sempat belek2 gambar lama...
tetiba..mata tertumpu pada wajah seseorang yg sgt di rindui..
air mata keluar lagi..
rindu sangat2 dengan dia...
11 tahun dia tinggal kan kami..
satu masa yg sangat lama...
we're grown up already Dad!!..Miss u much..
huh..! air mata mengalir lar...
keluar sebanyak mungkin...cuci segala kesedihan aku masa ini...
entah la...tetau kenapa ari ni rasa nak nangis jak..
sakit ati , rindu , marah , sedih & happy...
tetambah2 dengan mimpi buruk semalam..
suma campur sekali...
tapi yang nyata.. aku rindu sangat dengan Mendiang..
rindu sgt2...susah nak explain...
kalau di beri peluang nak sangat peluk dia...
nak bagi tau dia semua kesedihan & masalah hidup yg melanda..
rindu nak dengar nasihat dia...
wanna says :-
" Dad, I have Boyfriend already.."
" Dad, I hate them..i feel angry.."
" Dad, I'm Happy..i laugh a lot today.."
" Dad, i cant handle this problem..tell me wat to do.."
i wish i can tell Him all..But..
i Missed the chances to says it...He Gone too past..
Dad, May Your soul Rest in peace there..
sorry im not a good daughter..
i always do mistake..
i know you always look after us there..
we miss you so much..!
Hope to share you all our happiness & joys..
wish u are here...
Thanks For everything you ever do...
Hugs & Kisses for you Forever...
( This Post i dedicated to My beloved Dad : R.I.P Nasip Alap )
p/s : En. Ronald you makes me feel complete...honestly, you light up my days..Love u..!


2 comments:

Niqeesha Mariel said...

waaa....i'm soo touchin darl...neway sabar sjalaa n btw nice to knw u...:) n nice blog love it :)

Princess Rain said...

Thanks!!!...nice to knw u too..same to you..nice blog u have..:))