~ Fighting with Myself ~

"im listening to Christian Bautista's songs now..

and He is the only one in my mind now..

its just yesterday havent met him and now im missing him this much..

last nite conversation still spinning around my head...

silly me...haizz...so childish...Rain2...please change!!"

The Argument : ~

simple things become complicated and its all your fault Rain..

so sensitive...haizz..

bodoh ni...why la thinking negative that fast...

positive..! positive..! positive..!

look...u the one feel the pain kan Rain...silly!!

lain kali fikir before talk lar...always like this..

u always say u dont want to burdening him..

but now?? see what have u done last nite..

even he didnt say anything..

bt, i know misti dia sakit ati tu gara2 layan perangai ko semalam...

sa tau ko geram sama dia..tapi jan la bah tunjuk sangat...

tidak ble ka mengalah sekejap bukan hal besar pun...

dia cuma tidak dapat join mah...kan next time masih ada lagi..

jan terusan befikiran negatif..coz, its only makes you feel more hurt..

sepa susah???..diri sendiri juga kan...

u have to thinking of his feels too...

ingat senang ka tu if ada d tangah2 keadaan..

huh!!!...ko bilang tia mo paksa dia..

tapi dari cara ko cakap its seem you want him to do what you want...

camna la ni if berterusan cam gini...

cant help u anymore if u didnt want to change..

p/s : ~ This is the only one ways for me to cool down.. ~ Fighting with myself!! ~