~ A touched Songs!! ~

Im in LOVE with this songs for the 1st time..
such a beautiful lyrics..
im soo touched!!..really touched!!
i feel wanna cry..
i know its more to islam..
but its doesnt matter rite??..
i have a lot of family members who is convert to islam..
so do my mum..

i like this songs very much!! and the singer too..

p/s: Hubby...i'll LOVE you for the rest of my life!!..

...i miss YOU...

hey...

I MISS YOU En. Ronald...

its been a a fews day i didnt meet you..

but i feel like its a month havent seen u..

i miss hugging you...

i miss seeing ur smile..

i miss hearing your jokes..

but most of all i miss u teasing me..

haizz!!! cant stand with this feels..

do you miss me like i do..??

wish you here..

Take a good care..

get well soon..

I LOVE YOU so much!!!

.~ Today is HIS birthday!! ~

Hey!!..

its your birthday lar!!..

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY EN. RONALD!!"

23 yrs old ody...

and me will be 26 yrs this coming mac..

see the different??

hee...people ask me how can i fall in love with some younger than me..

i dunno how to answer...i only tell them " LOVE IS BLIND"

its appear no matter what situation..

honestly..

last time i really anti wit a guy who is younger than me..

i 'll ignore them becoz of that AGE..

hahahah! jahatkan..

but...

see what happen to me now..

im in love with him..and i didnt see the age anymore...

He really makes me forgot whatever i dislike..

i turn to someone that i also didnt expect i would be..

what i know now is i love that guy no matter what!

Si Hubby,

sori i didnt prepare ur present!..

i forgot..my fault..

sori again for didnt sings u a birthday songs last nite..

my bad!!..malu..:((

and im really sorry for not at ur side this moment..

i wish i was there...taking care of you...

get well soon..:))

i hope that all your dream come true..

more hapiness..

more love..

more matured..

more funny..

more handsome..hahahha! ( jokes! - i love you the way u are)

but dont too slim aahh!..heheheh!

AMEN!!

~ i take this chance to say " I LOVE YOU!" - its not enough actually..i do everything just to make u happy~

p/s: Miss u so much!!..i wish to celebrate it wit u..:))

..New Hair..

New Hair!!

He says i look like MUMMY..

hahahhah! jahat oo kan...

biar la..even im not 100% statisfied but i still like it..

1st time try this kind of style..so i'll accept the result..

and 1 thing they say aftr look at me is..

" Rain, you look more chubby like this.."

hee..yep! i admit it!

p/s: En. Ronald..thanks sebab temankan saya kelmarin..walaupun hubby says honey look like mummy still i like to hear it..i love you!..i'll never forget that moments..i enjoy the whole day!

..i cant be someone else..

cant sleep..so many things on my minds...

( just finished crying actually)..

dunno how to be strong this time..

same problem~

tired....

i wanna try to just say ' I DONT CARE'..

but its not me coz i care everything...

sometimes im asking myself..

" why is it happen in my life.."

" why i have 'MYSELF' now.."

~ a woman that always makes others feel bored..~

im sorry for that...

i just cant be someone else...this is me..im trying my best..

but theres sometimes that i like to let me be just MYSELF..

"saya SOMBONG.."

"saya EGO.."

"saya KERAS HATI.."

i admit it all..

accept me or not thats your jobs..

i wont force you...

Huh...! hati saya kacau saat ni..

tetau kenapa..its always ended like this..with the same reason.

.im tired actually...i feel like wanna give up!..

im really EMO tonight..sedih sangat2..

if only i can tell someone what i feel right now kan best..

tapi i cant coz im not that kind of person..

honestly, i surrender for that..thats not me..:((

LORD, give me strength to face it all..

if SOMEDAY what i dream is not a dream anymore..i'll accept it..

if SOMEDAY i dont have the fairytale..i'll accept it

but if that ' SOMEDAY' wont come up..i'll be the happiest person..

hopefully...i just wanna wish that SOMEDAY the dream & fairytale is MINE forever..

p/s : Hey, YOU - sorry if i always makes u feel bored , mad or whatever..i admit it..my fault..:((

~ HATI & CINTA ~

~ sakit perut..sengugut..ngilu..marah..~
di combine kan dalam satu hal yg sudah lumrah bagi seorang perempuan...
penat actually tapi kena terima hakikat.. itu makna nya saya perempuan tulen..:))

mukadimah yang langsung teda kaitan dengan tajuk kat atas..hee
saja je nak kongsikan kat korang feeling saya time nie..

~ HATI & CINTA ~ dua perkataan yang berbeza tapi punya kaitan yang sama..
saya bukan nya arif sangat pun bab2 HATI & CINTA..
sedangkan saya sendiri pun selalu gagal dlam hal ni...
saya belajar dari orang lain...
saya kenali maksud nya melalui cerita kawan2..

im starting my JIWANG feels already!!..layannn..~!!
VALENTINE'S DAY~ akhirnya tahun ni 14hb berlalu pada saat saya bukan SINGLE..:))
no CANDLE LIGHT dinner , no ROSES , no PRESENT only a KISS ..:))
(upss!! is it sound 18sx??..) ~ depends on you to think..yg pasti i know what happen..
and i love that so much!!!

Actually, im waiting for a ROMANTIC valentine's day for so long before..
( angan2 time zaman sekolah)..
tapi bila meningkat dewasa dan sudah faham erti sebenar, VALENTINE'S is just like another day but a little bit special for me...
its true that some people says VALENTINE is everyday...
yang penting HATI & CINTA kita itu hanya untuk DIA..

Huh!! adeiii..im starting missing Him..
Everytime when im missing him damn much i'll open this blog..
just to hear the songs while looking at that picture..
any post that i posted here is connected to Him..
( OuChh..!! perut ku sakit lagii!!)
erkk..sambung nanti lar...
this pain spoiling my mud..:((
See yah!!

p/s : En. Ronald..im missing you like crazy..i try not too think too much of it but its hurting me more...huh! i scared i might lose you every minute..i wish that time flies fast so THE DAY will come soon and i dont have to have this feels..~jealous & hurt~ im sorry if this is too much but for sure im scared a lot than you ever think..dont ask me why i love u coz my feels unexplained by words you can see it through my heart if you really wanna know.. i love you more everyday!!.~