should i stop? whatever i do still its wrong in his eyes.. bagi dia saya kongkong dia... am i? dia tidak penah fikir kenapa saya buat begitu... still im the one who is wrong... im not queen control.. kalau saya jadi mcm tu sudah gerenti dia duduk rumah saja.. tapi saya still bg kelonggaran cuma dia tidak pernah mau hargai.. saya tegur apa dia bt tp dia anggap itu mengganggu kebebasan dia... What should i do? Tell me god... im weak... lost control... should i stop asking? should i stop care about him? how should i do so that he didnt see im controling his activities.. Pa, tell me... what should i do?? Am i that bad?? why everytime i do something others always blaming me... ?
Is it hard to tell the truth? why people can say what is true? why should hiding? i hate liars and its always be..
Pa..Nobody will ever understand me... only you know who i am... if only you were here..:'( i try so hard to understand what they want, do anything i can do just to make them happy... but why they misunderstanding....
i care about him... but he felt that im controlling his life? why? am i that bad?
Sorry, if i cant be that perfect that can understand what ever you need.. dun worry, i stop it now... bukan merajuk tapi i need time to accept everything...
im tired holding my heart.. tiap kali sa terpaksa pujuk hati saya...
Salahkah bila sa mau seseorang yang tahu jaga hati saya? God, tell me am i wrong? setiap kali saya tidak dapat memiliki apa yang saya inginkan... :'(
P/s : This life is teasing me a lot.. too much to hurt me... even my tears cant help... :(
2 comments:
Hi Princess,
Be strong and never give up. But when it comes hurting ur heart and feeling, think twice. Because giving ur life to someone u want to share with will be a long journey. All the way will be more to come and more tougher. So think twice coz its cost ur happines in the future.
God bless u.
Thanks Wihah..long time havent check my blog..:)
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