...diam itu kadangkala menyenangkan...

...kadangkala diam itu lebih baik...but sakitnya lagi dalam...kalau tidak tahan memang boleh merana...i try to be silent but i cant stand the pain...i told him i admire him...and he feel the same too...but why still i feel scared...confuse...banyak benda dalam kepala yang buat sa rasa x yakin...is my past haunted me...i love this guy...he makes me smile again..giving another hopes to me...making me leave my past...open back this feels...

hurmmm...i just hope he is the one...but at the same time i wont forget that i should'nt hopes too much..i dont want to be hurt again...coz i know it is the most painful in the world!!...

**** i love u hubby***

...Arghhhh!!!!...

...shet!...suddenly bh ni feels kacau...haizzz!!!...ni la benda yang paling sa x suka..jelouse!!!...budu..

gila ehhh...bikin sakit jiwa oooo....benci ni....geram!!!

~ P.R.E.T.E.N.D.I.N.G ~

..its hurt...pretending all the way...my heart cry...silly me when i need him to be mine....sakit sangat!!...he know i like him but he does'nt know that i need him...why should i pretend it...haizz!!

[ You, thanks for acting cool the day i told you..thanks for hearing all the words..thanks for accepting it..but honestly im in dilema, it all lies...its true that i admire you..but i lie about my true feeling for u..i need u to be someone i can have...thats the truth!!..]

...i wanna CRY!!!...

...Budu...sa benci ni feels...kenapa la dia datang balik...kenapa sa harus jatuh cinta lagi..padahal itu la benda yg sa terlampau mo jaga...i hate this...i feel jelouse!!!...why should i...i wanna cry a lot...i feel the pain...it hurts...u know that...how i wish i can say this words to u.." I ADMIRE U"..