Friday, April 1, 2011

~ 1 APRIL 2011 ~

its APRIL FOOL!!!..upss! becareful everyone..! (^_*)

penah kena APRIL FOOL ke??..atau korang penah kenakan kawan2 korang or sesiapa je..??ermm..mesti FUNNY kan..SAKIT ATI yang tak terhingga.. SEDIH..

i kira bernasib baik juga lar..tak penah kena APRIL FOOL yang teruk sangat..paling2 pun time umur belasan tahun..hee..

Tukang kena: Eh2..tali kasut kamu terbuka lar...( Dengan Muka serius)

Yang Terkena : ( Tunduk ) huh..teda pun..( Dengan Muka bengang )

Tukang Kena : Hik..Hik..Hik.. APRIL FOOLLLL!!! hahahha! ( Sambil belari2 anak dengan muka mengejek)

Yang Terkena : ( Dengan Muka Blur) aha la...( Senyum sendiri)


hahaha!.. itu salah satu situasi yang penah i alami sendiri..huh! cepatnya masa berlalu kan..tetiba rindu zaman persekolahan..

Sebenarnya bukan APRIL POOL yang membuka idea nak blog tajuk ni..

TODAY is my Late's Father birthday!!..i miss Him...May He rest in Peace!..

Happy Birthday to you Dad,

we miss you a lot!..

we miss all the moment with you..

how i wish you're with us so we can celebrate your Day happily!

We wish you rest in peace there..

Our pray is always be with You forever..AMEN!


P/S: yeahhh!! Balikk!! tak sabar nak keluar dating dengan Mr. Ronald!!..rindu bangat dengan dia..See u all next Post k..! Muaxxx!!




~ Its Movie Time..~




yess!! will go watching movie plus dating tonite!!..hee..i already browse through internet the latest movie to watch.. and i found this two movies..the trailer was fun and i just cant wait to see it..the movie is:-



THE EAGLE!!


or this one:-




THE BUTCHER, THE CHEFT & THE SWORDSMAN


ermm..i do more on the 2nd movie...but..the problem now is..Mr. Ronald says that we will only decide what to see after reach there..haizz! apa2 jak la..hopefully its not a bored movie..will shared with you all later ok..


ermm..still have half an hour to go home...Bored to death already..seeing that skinny BOSS really makes me not in mood..whatever!! I malas nak layan karenah you la BOSS!


p/s: Start now i will act like you're invisible 'Mr. Traffic Light'..whatever..You statisfied with my job or not thats all up to you..Becoz, As u know i've no mood already working under You!..i just need a little bit more time then i'll decide soon..wanna go from here as soon as possible..!!

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

~ I MISS U ~

" Where YOU used to be..there is a hole in the world.. which i find myself constantly walking around in the Day time and falling in at Night.. I MISS YOU like HELL.."


3 days Not talking..

3 days No SMS..

3 days No Jokes..

im dying like its happen for a month...

( am i too much??..mybe you'll say im MANJA..but its hurt me more)

i dont want to be like this..im trying too act like everything is under control..but from all that i just feel EMPTY!!! its seem that everything i do is WRONG!!..

i try to be patient..waiting..and be cool..but this always ended with TEARS..


Morning come but i cry..Night come and i cry again..

seems like my world stop there..!

Huh! SABAR! SABAR!SABAR!

the only thing i can do now..

Hopefully Tommorow can talk to Him..

cross finger!! ^_^


p/s: Hubby Missing you like there's no tommorow..:((



~ S.T.R.E.S.S.~

arrrrgghhhh!!!!!...shet!!! stresss a lot!!!..bodoh!! Wednesday Suck!!..in not in mood! Whatever!! i just feel wanna go out from this situation!!.. benciii!!... everything seems makes me STRESS! wait till the end of April.. and i'll let this decision out.. cant stand! BORED!! HATE!! STRESS!! budu punya managenment! BOSS dia lagi palui! i need another JOBS!! i need new environment!!.. not happy with this company!!..tekanan jak yg sa dapat!..



p/s: im missing Him!!..:(( sakit ati bila tia kana layan..i need someone to tell my feels..but mybe he is busy..huh! RELAKSS!! i cant do anything!!

[ MISSING HIM + STRESS AT WORK = SAKIT KEPALA / MIGRAIN ]



*** Deactive FB for a while...i just need some reason to help me let all this blues feels out..i cant stand...the more im there (FB) the more i feel stress.. ****


Tuesday, March 29, 2011

~i handle MINE~

boring dengan sesetengah orang..
atau ada kah saya yg memboringkan...??
tak kisah lar..yang pasti saya bengang layan perangai kamu..
saya boring layan kamu yang asyik menyatakan:-

" Ya, saya memang baik.."
" Saya takut buat itu sebab ia satu DOSA.."
" Saya selalu pigi gereja..saya takut kalau sekali pun escape.."

alim sangat meh??..no need la to tell everyone that you go to church every week..
kalau hari2 sembayang pun tapi perangai masih juga tak berubah buat apa kan?
You have to watch yourself first so after that you can teach others to be good..
you dont have to tell everyone the same thing everyday especially me..
u know why?? becoz im sick with it...let me handle my life by my own..

im not good..i admit it..i do alot of sins..and the matters is only between me and God..
i know you've thinking the good for me..but i just dont like YOU!!..
show me that you are too good so i can accept everything you says..
going to church everyweek does'nt mean you are HOLY..
when everything you do everyday is still like someone who doesnt go...
please just live your own life..
no need to busy body with mine..
i'll handle my life with my own way..


~ Sori to others..i'll refering this to someone..but kalau ada yang terasa pa bole buat lar..siapa makan lada dia terasa pedas nya bah kan ~ So Cheers Guys!!..

p/s : Suddenly missing him!! No chat, No SMS, No Call...my life turn to EMPTY!!..wish that i was there..beside him..EVERYDAY!..can i have that time??..its SCARING! thinking future really makes my life full with SURPRISE! either good or bad i have to accept it! No excuse..how i wish times flies so fast so that im not in this ZONE for such a long days!!..wishing the BEST for US!..