Shut Up??

im thinking not to ask too much..

means i just wanna try to SHUT UP sometimes..

coz the more i ask the more it become complicated

i just wanna give some space to us..

dunno why but this fews day i easily sensitif with this small matter..

or mybe its because i miss the old days...

how i wish time flies back to that day..

p/s: i miss my FIRST DAY!!..

..i keep a SECRET!!..

i know what mean SECRET since a kid..
i try my best to keep it...
sometimes i do..
sometimes i broke..
im not a good keeper at all..
i'll keep it as long as i can..
but when its start to haunting me all i can says is "IM SORRY, i told them the secret"..

i keep my SECRET..
as long as i want..but overall i still keep all my SECRET till now..
havent told everyone and its will remain as my only SECRET!..


P/S: Hubby..you'll be the biggest SECRET that i wanna keep..i wont share it to anyone..
and someday when THE DAY come i want everyone know my 'SECRET'..

~ its THE DAY!! ~

~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! ~

im 26th years old already!!!

am i look that old???...

hahhahah! whatever!!

First of all wanna thanks to JESUS CHRIST!!

for still letting me stay and enjoy this beautiful world..

thanks for this AGE..

thanks for giving me a beaitiful & stongest MUM in the world..

without her i would not here right now...

thanks also for giving THEM to me...

who is still staying with me no matter what i've done to them..

they're my Friend but not my BFF...

sometimes i like to call my friend as my BFF..

because now i realise that them who i call BFF act like a friend to me..

weired rite..:))

but i dont want to think abt it anymore...its time for us to move as our own..

all i can say is " JUST LET IT BE" ~ U choose to be like that and i wont stop U!

im HAPPY but at the same time SAD..

IM HAPPY!

becoz i celebrate it without my " SINGLE" status like last2 years..

im happy that he is the 1st one to wish me...

im happy becoz i put my wish on him..

im happy becoz gonna celebrate it with him!

he say he got present for me..

hahahhah! cant wait for the sunrise to come!!..

overall IM HAPPY!!!!

But, IM SAD at the same time...

the people that i expect to wish early like last2 years havent wish me yet..

are they still angry at me???

my BFF who act like a FRIEND at last..

if only they know that i hope them to wish me...huhuhu!

im really sorry for what happen..

but i need you all to understand my situation too..

( ..i miss the moment with them..)

as the age increase 1 stage i wish :-

that im more matured..

that im more strong to face all my problems..

that im more healty..

that im mo slim & beautiful..( hahahha..! sempat lagi ma)

but the most important things is im more good to GOD!

and this years i added i more special wish..

" God, i wish that THE PLAN happen as what we planned..give us more hopes,love & trust to each other so that we can accept each other without any excuses..Thanks for giving us chances to know each other and help me God to make it REAL"

p/s: Si Hubby, thanks a lot for that birthday wishes..thanks for the LOVE! will always keep this feels only for you! Forever & Ever !!!

..i MISS him..do you get it??..

have you ever feel missing someone tht makes u cry suddenly??
i feel it now..huh! wish he know that...
its hurt but all i can do is just cry..:(

i can feel that i need his attention...
i need his nice words..
i need his warm smile..
i need his arms on my shoulder..
and mostly i need his kiss on my forehead..

huh!..perubahan hormon kali ni..
mo datang bulan kali..haizz..
suddenly, i became more MANJA..
his jokes makes me mad..
wish him to kuai2 me...
all i need is his attention...hee..

ermm...i just miss the old days...
the first month couple..hee..
dunno y..but i miss it...the feel that only you know how..
hee..hurmm! how i miss it...


p/s: How long should i have this kind of feels...
how i wish that time flies past..

~ I'll be your shoulder to cry on ~

touched songs!...
i will always be YOUR BLOG!!..
a shoulder to cry on...

p/s: En. Ronald..i try to make u my 2n BLOG..but sorry if im not as good as you want..im trying the best..I LOVE YOU so much!!..

...My Turn??...

suddenly i felt touched.. i felt it from the bottom of my heart..

am i will have a time to feel it?? i pray to God.. asking..

" can i have that happy moment??"

all this time i scared... scared that i cant have it as what i wish... i want it not becoz i should have it.. but becoz i want to share everything in my life with someone i love.. i want my happy ending... but the more i think abt it the more i feel scared..

Please god..let it be this time...

i promise to love him..

i promise to take care of him..

i promise to be with him no matter what happen...

i'll promise everything just to have him in my life..

Becoz He is everything to me...

I hope THE PLAN will happen like what we want..

i hope im more stronger to face everything..

only Him in my heart now.. no one..

you'll say im liar... but who cares...

my Own feel and only me know the truth!..

p/s : Hubby ~ You'll be the man that always win my heart..

no one can do that..even we always quarell over something still i want to be with you...

you should know that..

NO ONE its has to be YOU..~